Every Thought Leads to Infinity

This is a little after the fact, but here is the abstract from a presentation I did at the International Society for Psychological and Social Approaches to Psychosis, New Zealand/Australia annual conference, August 2012 in Auckland, New Zealand.

Every Thought Leads to Infinity: Visionary Experience and Creative Illness in Carl G. Jung’s Red Book and Philip K. Dick’s Exegesis

Jung’s Red Book and Dick’s Exegesisare private journals that both men worked on for years during periods of visionary experience. The recent publications of these books illuminate Jung’s and Dick’s experiences as well as provide a key to understanding their later books that grew out of their inner work. For both Jung and Dick, their early interests and writings prefigured their later visionary experiences.

Jung’s early interests in spiritualism and archetypal symbols in mental illness later manifested in his own life as what he called his “confrontation with the unconscious.” Through great effort, he was able to use these experiences to fuel what he called the process of individuation, the journey of “becoming who one is.”

Dick’s work focused on the themes of “what is real,” and “what is human.” He commented that, at the time of his visionary experiences, it was as if he had become a character in one of his own novels in which the very fabric of reality was in question.  His later books explore spontaneous visionary experience through the lenses of mental illness, drugs, and spirituality.

Both men exhaustively researched the writing of philosophers, mystics, and scientists (as well as turning to objective analysis of their own writings) in an attempt to find some reference point for their own experiences. This presentation will look at the lives of CGJ and PKD and their journals, The Red Book and the Exegesis, through a structure of the childhood struggle to become who one is, a preoccupation phase in which their interests deepened, but also set the stage for a crisis phase of visionary experience, and then an occupation phase in which they integrated interests and crisis into path of occupation that continues to influence individuals and society.

What Do Holistic & Integrative Medicine Have to Do With the Quality Revolution in Healthcare?

I recently went to the Asia Pacific Forum on Quality in Health Care, in Auckland. This event was put on by Ko Awatea and the Institute for Healthcare Improvement. What I found interesting was that in addition to issues around efficiency and evidence-based medicine, there was also a strong focus on patient and family involvement and collaborative care.

In some follow-up reading after the conference, I came across a short article by Swensen et al from the NEJM 362.5 (Feb 4, 2010) called “Cottage Industry to Postindustrial Care – The Revolution in Health Care Delivery.” This article argues that the concept of what  constitutes a “good doctor” is changing. Currently, to be a “good doctor” means “swimming upstream against the system, rather than relying confidently on it.” This reminds me of my writing on creating a holistic medical practice; the clinician relies on a standard of professionalism that is not always supported by the systems in which clinical work occurs. The article arrives at a contrast between the “good doctor” of the past and of the present.

“In the past, a stereotypical good doctor was independent and always available, had encyclopedic knowledge, and was a master of rescue care. Today, a good doctor must have a solid fund of knowledge and sound decision-making skills but also must be emotionally intelligent, a team player, able to obtain information from colleagues and technological sources, embrace quality improvement as well as public reporting, and reliably deliver evidence-based care, using scientifically informed guidelines in a personal, compassionate, patient-centered manner.”

The components of emotional intelligence, systems focus, collaborative care, compassion, and patient-centered approach are hallmarks of holistic and integrative philosophies.

I was just reading a continuing education article called, “Improving Quality of Psychiatric Care: Aligning Research, Policy, and Practice,” by Kelli Harding and Harold Pincus (Focus, Spring 2011, Vol. IX, No. 2). The authors state that in our current health care system in the US, the “problems are so widespread that trying harder within the current system is not enough.  System-wide change is needed.” The authors mention the Institute of Medicine’s 10 Rules for Patient/Consumer Expectations of Their Health Care (adapted below from To Err is Human:  Building a Safer, Health System, 2000). Again there is a contrast between the old and the new:

Old Rules New Rules
1. Care based on visits Continuous Healing Relationships
2. “Do no harm” Safety is a system property
3. Professional rules greater than System Cooperation and Collaboration between clinicians and institutions
4. Decisions based on training and experience EB decisions without variance
5. Professional autonomy drives variability Individualization, customized care
6. Professionals control care Patient as source of control, shared decisions
7. Decisions based on training, experience Shared knowledge, free flow of information
8. Clinicians react to events Anticipation of needs
9. Secrecy is necessary Transparency in system performance
10. Cost reduction Value or continuous decrease in waste

Again, we can see that the focus of holistic and integrative medicine on individualized, patient-centered care, collaboration, preventative medicine, low-cost lifestyle modifications vs. high cost pharmaceutical interventions, and on the therapeutic value of a positive therapeutic relationship, all appear to have a prominent place in the new health care revolution, which the authors call a “paradigm shift.”

One area of creative tension between the new quality health care revolution and the holistic & integrative medicine revolution is the variable to time. We know that there is an association between shorter visits and malpractice claims, (Wendy Levinson et al., “Physician-Patient Communication: The Relationship With Malpractice Claims Among Primary Care Physicians and Surgeons.” JAMA, Vol 277, No. 7 (Feb 19, 1997):  553-559). We also know that it takes longer to support behavioral and lifestyle change than it does to write a prescription. We also know that time spent on preventative medicine saves time later as well as money, which is a quality issue. It may be that the quality revolution may make time for clinicians to spend more time with patients in certain circumstances in order to provide less expensive, safer, higher quality care. This is a long-term savings and is more efficient in the long-run, but in the short run it will cost more in clinician time spent with patients.

Creating a health care system that is quality-based, efficient, safe, and cost-effective is a challenging task and countries all around the world are struggling with this problem. It will be very interesting to see how the current health care revolution in quality, in the US, plays out and whether principles of holistic, integrative, and preventative medicine find a prominent place or whether efficiency and evidence-based pharmacological interventions take a more prominent place. During the last time of health care revolution, the Clinton plan in the 1980s, I was a medical student and had a chance to take an elective in health care policy and law. That revolution largely left the doctors out of the loop. Competition was supposed to solve the problem. Ten years later I was working at a multi-specialty group that went to a “eat what you kill” reimbursement policy. I understood the concept, but I couldn’t believe I was hearing this language used by the people in health care systems.

As a student, I remember reading that competition in health care is only cost-effective if there is a population of around 200,000. There then followed a map of the US showing all the regions with less than that population and I realized that system of reform would not work. This time around, it seems that many doctors are embracing the revolution and are more involved in the process of change. At least the language of compassion, collaboration, and continuous healing relationships has at least a linguistic place in the current revolution.

Palolo Marine Reserve, Apia, ‘Upolu, Samoa

Palolo Marine Reserve, Apia, 'Upolu, Samoa

About a 10 minute walk from our hotel in Apia, was Palolo Deep Marine Reserve. I went snorkeling every day and just loved it!

Palolo Marine Reserve, Apia, 'Upolu, Samoa

One of the things that I loved, aside from everything, was floating and staying still while these schools of little blue fish swarmed all around me. These little guys were generally out at the edge of the reef as it dropped down into deeper water. I tried taking several movies and photos of these fish, but that experience remains one of the most powerful and one of the most difficult to capture in images.

Palolo Marine Reserve, Apia, 'Upolu, Samoa

All my life I have had dreams about aquariums. Often, they would be neglected, I would have forgotten that I had them, sometimes the fish might even have gotten out of the tank and I would have to put them back, care for the tank and try to remember to take care of all these wonderful and strange creatures. I always imagined that these dreams represented finding lost or forgotten aspects of myself. I always had an exhilarated feeling of excitement that overpowered the feelings of guilt that I had neglected these animals in the dream.

Palolo Marine Reserve, Apia, 'Upolu, Samoa

Palolo Marine Reserve, Apia, 'Upolu, Samoa

After a few days of snorkeling, I started trying to figure out, in words, what it was I enjoyed so much about it.  Definitely there was the adventure, the excitement, of finding strange and beautiful creatures. There was a feeling of danger and fear, of what I might find that I didn’t want to find, e.g. a shark or a rip tide. There was also a feeling of having to be deeply in flow and harmony with the currents, the reef, and the fish as I navigated through, at times shallow waters without much maneuvering room, and other times, very ample space, too much space, as I worked to not drift out into the deep unknown and stay close to the edge of the reef. I noticed how the fish reacted to me.  Some quite curious like the little blue and the blue and black fish, others quite shy and difficult to photograph, like the parrot fish and some sort of long-nosed fish that always seemed to scoot away when I tried to get a good photo.

Palolo Marine Reserve, Apia, 'Upolu, Samoa

Eventually, I started to think about snorkeling as a trip into the unconscious, much like my recurrent dreams of aquaria. Peaceful and exhiliarating at the same time.

Palolo Marine Reserve, Apia, 'Upolu, Samoa

Palolo Marine Reserve, Apia, 'Upolu, Samoa

And for some reason, floating in the midst of a school of little bright, blue fish was one of the most fantastic experiences in the water. Like so many sparkling thoughts and ideas with my ego balancing and buoyed in the midst of all this activity. There was always more than I could consciously take in, more than I could see, always one more surprise, one more amazing fish, one more amazing underwater vista or panorama, continuously unfolding around me as the current pulled and tugged me one way then another.

“The sea is like music; it has all the dreams of the soul within itself and sounds them over. The beauty and grandeur of the sea consists in our being forced down into the fruitful bottomlands of our own psyches, where we confront and re-create ourselves,”

(C.G. Jung, p. 47, Carl Jung:  Wounded Healer of the Soul, by Claire Dunne)

Samoa

Here are a few photos from our recent trip to Samoa. Samoa is about 3.5 hour flight from Auckland, and the population of the two large islands is about 180,000. We stayed mostly around Apia, the largest town, on the island of ‘Upolu. We drove out to Lalomanu on the Southeastern tip of ‘Upolu, went for a swim and snorkel, and then drove back up the Cross Island Road. We stopped at a few waterfalls along the way…

Samoa

Samoa

Samoa

Orchids at the Piula Cave Pool

Samoa

Samoa

Samoa

Samoa

Samoa
Fuipisia Falls
Samoa
Samoa

Zealandia

Zealandia is a natural species habitat in Wellington. It is fenced in and all the non-native species have been trapped and removed. Native species, such as Takahe and Kaka have been introduced and are doing quite well. In fact, I read a newspaper article that the Kaka are doing so well that locals have complained that they are flying out of the preserve and eating up the fruit trees in people’s backyards!

Zealandia

Zealandia

Kaka feeding

Zealandia

Zealandia

Zealandia

Takahe on the move

Zealandia

Close-up of a Shag (what we call a Cormorant in the US)

Zealandia

Zealandia

Native bush

Zealandia

It was very rainy in Wellington when we were there, but there was a brief reprieve while we were at Zealandia.

Whale & Dolphin Watching in Auckland

Whale & Dolphin Watching in Auckland

We went on a Whale & Dolphin tour right out of Auckland’s Waitemata Harbour and saw Bryde’s Whales and dolphins on a beautiful day. I always love going on this trip as it provides a natural counter-balance to the urban environment of the city. Just a 4-5 hour round trip out into the harbour from downtown into such a different world!

Whale & Dolphin Watching in Auckland

Whale & Dolphin Watching in Auckland

Whale & Dolphin Watching in Auckland
Whale & Dolphin Watching in Auckland
Whale & Dolphin Watching in Auckland
Whale & Dolphin Watching in Auckland
Whale & Dolphin Watching in Auckland

Whale Watching in Nova Scotia

Whale Watching in Nova Scotia
 
 
Whale Watching in Nova Scotia

I have quite a back log of photos from a few recent trips. I spent 2 weeks in Nova Scotia and a few days in the Boston area in June. In July, we had family visit and took a few trips locally, down to Rotorua, and to Wellington. Here are some photos from a whale watching trip I took with my family. We left from Lunenberg and saw Fin and Humpback Whales. The above photos are of Fin Whales, the second longest animal in the world.

Below are photos of Humpback Whales.

I hope you enjoy the photos…

The white in the photo is the large pectoral fin, with the head being to the left, under water.

We didn’t see any breaching, but there is a nice series of shots of a Humpback tail. I have found that for whale photos (as well as for a lot of wildlife) using the option of multiple photos per shot is quite helpful.

Whale Watching in Nova Scotia

Whale Watching in Nova Scotia
Whale Watching in Nova Scotia
 
Whale Watching in Nova Scotia
 
humpback-tail.jpg

Authentic Leadership In Action

Halifax, Nova Scotia, June 2012

I am sitting in the Vancouver airport, on my way back to Auckland.  I attended the ALIA summer leadership program last week. As part of taking on a new role of clinical director at the rehabilitation centre, I asked that I have some leadership training and this programme looked like a really good fit for my background in holistic medicine as well as the recovery philosophy of rehabilitation. ALIA grows out of the Shambhala tradition of mindfulness and meditation, but adds a philosophy of active engagement and participation in the world. Thus, there is a blending of mindfulness, creative arts, social activism, entrepreneurship, and creative, ethical business practices.

I was really impressed with the people teaching and attending the programme. In fact, it would be hard to say which was more valuable, the ideas or the people – if pressed, I would have to say the people.  Still, there were some good ideas about change in organizations. The sub-track that I choose was “How the World Is Changed,” which was based on Frances Westley and Barbara Zimmerman’s book, Getting to Maybe: How the World Is Changed. One of the most useful aspects of this model was looking at different stages of personal and organizational change and the traps that people can get stuck in. The shifting focus between individual, organization, community, and world was very similar to what I taught in my Being Fully Human class, so it was interesting to see how these holistic, interlocking dimensions were conceptualized in different ways at ALIA. I don’t have my notes right now, but perhaps I’ll put a few quotes and models in another entry of the blog at some point. I found it very energizing to meet a wide array of professionals from different fields, all very socially aware, idealistic, and committed to facilitating growth and change in the world. I only met one other doctor at the conference, and actually, I feel it is probably more fruitful for me to have had this leadership experience outside of a narrowly defined medical/psychiatric practice. I think it is 11:30 PM, Halifax time, where I started out this morning, but it is only 6:30 PM here in Vancouver. I am grateful to have had a few hours break here before getting back on another plane.

It was very interesting getting a Canadian perspective on social change. While there were people from New Zealand, Australia, and the States at the conference, the tone of the conference was very Canadian and I feel I have gotten a small feel for Canadian culture from this experience, which is a benefit I hadn’t counted on.

One aspect of the conference that I studied and appreciated was the challenge of bridging mindfulness, social activism, and business as the conference committee worked to create experiences that were personally transformative, as well as intellectually educational. My own work, for instance in my book, Creating a Holistic Medical Practice: A Guide for Transforming Your Self, Your Practice, and the Culture of Medicine, I try to take concepts that are more from the fringe and to bring these back into more mainstream culture. This is quite a challenge, because if too watered down, the energy is lost, but without some degree of translation toward the mean, readers would be lost. (By the way, I am still waiting to hear from a literary agent about whether they will pick up my book or not. I continue to check my email every day looking for their decision!)

All in all, I would say that ALIA is a positive force for change in the world, it is a great crucible out of which many good things will grow.